{"id":1091,"date":"2007-05-28T21:54:00","date_gmt":"2007-05-29T04:54:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/blog\/?p=1091"},"modified":"2007-05-28T21:54:00","modified_gmt":"2007-05-29T04:54:00","slug":"1091","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/?p=1091","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>you think too much and you confuse yourself. who knows what it is. it could also be something very dangerous. my friend knows. she says it&#8217;s a dark tunnel i go down. is there a chance there is healing at the end of this tunnel?<\/p>\n<p>do you know why i don&#8217;t like burning discs of music for people? it&#8217;s like, if someone i knew told me they were interested in learning from the bible, and i gave them photocopies from it.<\/p>\n<p>something very interesting about you. you&#8217;re very scared of me, but you&#8217;ve also got this incredible courage to get close to me. most men are afraid to get close to me. that makes me very scared of you.<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m afraid to get close to you. i&#8217;m also afraid not to get close to you. i have a feeling that we are both stronger than we lead people to believe. don&#8217;t let the weakness of others make you fearful of showing your greatness.<\/p>\n<p>i understand how i process the world now. i am so separated from the inner part of me, that i rely on others to provide me close connections to help me interpret my inner messages and clues. but then what happened was that other people around me started transforming, too.<\/p>\n<p>on april 23rd, i sensed that a big connection was coming. i put it out as much to the universe, as i felt the force of something important on its way. the moment i knew in my heart that i had severed a connection, another one comes in. 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