{"id":2189,"date":"2009-09-19T02:22:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-19T09:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/blog\/?p=2189"},"modified":"2009-09-19T02:22:00","modified_gmt":"2009-09-19T09:22:00","slug":"2189","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/?p=2189","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

Losing the star without a sky<\/span>
Losing the reasons why<\/span>
You’re losing the calling that you’ve been faking<\/span>
And I’m not kidding<\/span><\/p>\n

It’s damned if you don’t and it’s damned if you do<\/span>
Be true ’cause they’ll lock you up in a sad sad zoo<\/span>
Oh hidy hidy hidy what cha tryin to prove<\/span>
By hidy hidy hiding you’re not worth a thing<\/span><\/p>\n

Sew your fortunes on a string<\/span>
And hold them up to light<\/span>
Blue smoke will take<\/span>
A very violent flight<\/span>
And you will be changed<\/span>
Sand everything<\/span>
And you will be in a very sad sad zoo.<\/span><\/p>\n

I once was lost but now I’m found was blind<\/span>
But now I see you<\/span>
How selfish of you to believe in the meaning of all the bad dreaming<\/span><\/p>\n

Metal heart you’re not hiding<\/span>
Metal heart you’re not worth a thing<\/p>\n

–<\/span>cat power<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Losing the star without a sky Losing the reasons why You’re losing the calling that you’ve been faking And I’m not kidding It’s damned if you don’t and it’s damned if you do Be true ’cause they’ll lock you up in a sad sad zoo Oh hidy hidy hidy what cha tryin to prove By […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2189","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sbl5mn-2189","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2189","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2189"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2189\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2189"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2189"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2189"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}