{"id":2419,"date":"2009-10-16T13:52:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-16T20:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/blog\/?p=2419"},"modified":"2009-10-16T13:52:00","modified_gmt":"2009-10-16T20:52:00","slug":"2419","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/?p=2419","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

We\u2019re just a million little gods causing rain storms turnin\u2019 every good thing to rust.<\/span>
(So let’s just stop it)<\/span><\/p>\n

Why has everything gone back to Arcade Fire since the Alaska Cruise?<\/p>\n

I finished writing the last post about what happened yesterday, and this song came on the radio. I wanted to look up the lyrics because it fit well with what I was writing, but I didn’t know what it was. It sounded like Arcade Fire, so I looked it up, and indeed, it was. A song called Wake Up<\/span>, which played on the radio as I wrote about awakening. It’s on an album I’ve had for years, but I don’t know the song. The lyrics fit eerily with the things I was telling the guy yesterday.<\/p>\n

We walked by this old stone arch with no gate. People were standing around it in raincoats, waiting for the bus. We had been talking about how people are closed, they stick to their projections and sometimes never get down to speaking eye to eye with truth to another human being. I said, “Look at that arch. It just stands there. Even if you put a gate with a giant lock on it, what would be the use? It’s an arch with no walls. You put a bolted gate on it, I can still just walk around it. It’s the same thing with people. They put up these walls, they’re so closed. But we share the same world. We share the same being. So these walls people put up are like the arch with a bolted gate. Anyone can still get in because we’re all connected. So why bother putting so much investment and fear into pointless locks and walls and gates and the illusion of them, when every one of us is wide open? Fear is only as great as fear itself. Truth is complex, both beautiful and tragic, bitter and sweet, but at least with truth, you are never alone because in truth, we are all connected.”<\/p>\n

I also realized, I’ve gotten really into Arcade Fire since this new chapter started. Never really paid attention to them. The song that fit everything together when I got off the cruise was Cold Wind<\/span>. Last time, it was only the lyrics to Black Mirror <\/span>that could soothe me. Perhaps there’s a creative alignment here. It’s inspiring. Comforting.<\/p>\n

Somethin\u2019 filled up<\/span>
my heart with nothin\u2019,<\/span>
someone told me not to cry.<\/span><\/p>\n

But now that I\u2019m older,<\/span>
my heart\u2019s colder,<\/span>
and I can see that it\u2019s a lie.<\/span><\/p>\n

Children wake up,<\/span>
hold your mistake up,<\/span>
before they turn the summer into dust.<\/span><\/p>\n

If the children don\u2019t grow up,<\/span>
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.<\/span>
We\u2019re just a million little gods causin rain storms turnin\u2019 every good thing to rust.<\/span><\/p>\n

I guess we\u2019ll just have to adjust.<\/span><\/p>\n

With my lighnin\u2019 bolts a glowin\u2019<\/span>
I can see where I am goin\u2019 to be<\/span>
when the reaper he reaches and touches my hand.<\/span><\/p>\n

With my lighnin\u2019 bolts a glowin\u2019<\/span>
I can see where I am goin\u2019<\/span>
With my lighnin\u2019 bolts a glowin\u2019<\/span>
I can see where I am go-goin\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

You better look out below! <\/span><\/p>\n

-Arcade Fire, Wake Up<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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