{"id":2472,"date":"2009-10-28T23:21:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-29T06:21:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/blog\/?p=2472"},"modified":"2009-10-28T23:21:00","modified_gmt":"2009-10-29T06:21:00","slug":"2472","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/?p=2472","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>years ago, my mom told me that my dad would lay in bed and cry sometimes because he said i never called him. that i didn&#8217;t love him. the truth is, he never wanted to talk to me when i did call.<\/p>\n<p>that&#8217;s the problem with humans sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>we live in a place that is never here<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><\/span><\/span>we love in a place we don&#8217;t know where.<span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><\/span><br \/><\/span><br \/>we spend our lives crying over things we can not accept.<span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><\/p>\n<p><\/span><span>we scream for companionship only to find ourselves unable to open the door.<\/span><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><\/p>\n<p>some say the soul departs long before the body hits the ground.<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span>some say, the best lies are the ones we tell ourselves.<\/span><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><\/span><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>years ago, my mom told me that my dad would lay in bed and cry sometimes because he said i never called him. that i didn&#8217;t love him. the truth is, he never wanted to talk to me when i did call. that&#8217;s the problem with humans sometimes. we live in a place that is [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2472","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sbl5mn-2472","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2472","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2472"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2472\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2472"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2472"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2472"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}