{"id":5042,"date":"2010-04-27T15:43:12","date_gmt":"2010-04-27T22:43:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/2010\/04\/27\/5042\/"},"modified":"2010-04-27T15:57:16","modified_gmt":"2010-04-27T22:57:16","slug":"5042","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/?p=5042","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My biggest problem, is that I don&#8217;t trust people. My perceptions run deeper than the average surface. Borderline psychic intuition. My imagination knows no bounds. Do I find things, or did I imagine them? Sometimes, it&#8217;s just a feeling of something under the surface, the princess disturbed by the pea. When I have distance from people, I crave to know their secrets. I&#8217;ll take care of their secrets, because their secrets don&#8217;t touch anything that is me. When I get close to people, I&#8217;m terrified of their secrets. Every closed door makes me anxious, even though I would never try to open them if they haven&#8217;t opened it for me themselves. But then, these dark corners start to seep into my dreams. And it&#8217;s hard to know what is real perception and what is imagination. Most disturbing, is how I don&#8217;t know exactly how to protect myself from them.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My biggest problem, is that I don&#8217;t trust people. My perceptions run deeper than the average surface. Borderline psychic intuition. My imagination knows no bounds. Do I find things, or did I imagine them? Sometimes, it&#8217;s just a feeling of something under the surface, the princess disturbed by the pea. When I have distance from [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5042","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sbl5mn-5042","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5042","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5042"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5042\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5047,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5042\/revisions\/5047"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5042"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5042"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5042"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}