two tauruses now. the earth man. his need to be thorough. <\/p>\n
I spin him so hard. I want him so badly. And yet my heart has to open so wide in the morning, that during those working hours, I basically forget. I have to be so big to let him be. And I see the stress of it in him. His neck. His sweat. The fact I read his plans in my dream. But I’m not confident enough to be sure we shared that dream. And I make myself not know. And I think how mortified it is if he’s known all along.<\/p>\n
The other, is a terrifying dark force.
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