I sent those feelings to space. I’ve been over it for months now.<\/p>\n
All night last night…emotional flatline. Didn’t feel anything. Don’t ask me where those feelings went. They’ve been detached from my body. Like I said, I sent them to space<\/p>\n
Until my coworker’s wife had some drinks and started badgering me, about why I even came (to support a friend) and how much it must hurt. I said I didn’t care and she’s talking about how much she would be hurting etc and I’m getting upset because why’s she digging like that? This wedding ain’t the place.<\/p>\n
So I left. Last night wasn’t about me. I didn’t want any drama.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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