Jeez, life is teaching me lessons, but it’s lessons I need to learn. Found out about a by-invite-only Halloween party in Google territory. Talked my way in. Met a handsome German. I was gunning for him and he reciprocated. Physically, he’s a tease. And that made me realize, I can’t be with someone who holds back. I will walk away before I beg for it. I need security in knowing that stuff’s there when I want it. Don’t ever put me in a position where I feel I need to beg. I’ll walk away.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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