{"id":8584,"date":"2012-12-11T03:34:10","date_gmt":"2012-12-11T11:34:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/2012\/12\/11\/8584\/"},"modified":"2012-12-11T03:34:10","modified_gmt":"2012-12-11T11:34:10","slug":"8584","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/?p=8584","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>First time I made a powerpoint proposal for a guy.<\/p>\n<p>First time I cooked Thanksgiving with a guy.<\/p>\n<p>First time I was okay with the consequences of the moment.<\/p>\n<p>First time I talked about the father of my child.<\/p>\n<p>The first time Michael called a guy Brother in Law.<\/p>\n<p>First time a guy flew to Hawaii for me.<\/p>\n<p>The first time someone believed me about the numbers.<\/p>\n<p>Same:<\/p>\n<p>References describe us both as special, rare, likes to sleep in and can be moody.<\/p>\n<p>Both parents worked together and started successful businesses.<\/p>\n<p>Both take years between relationships.<\/p>\n<p>Both drive silver wagons.<\/p>\n<p>I said if I can&#8217;t find some way every day to be passionate about my partner, I would rather be alone, and he agreed.<\/p>\n<p>Blue flame.<\/p>\n<p>And under the moonlight, he looks completely familiar. Like the blue man with olive skin. <\/p>\n<p>Maybe I dreamed the future, and that memory in me allowed me to recognize him. In darkness, in candlelight, under moonlight I recognize him. Because he sat with me so many nights in dreams.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>First time I made a powerpoint proposal for a guy. First time I cooked Thanksgiving with a guy. First time I was okay with the consequences of the moment. First time I talked about the father of my child. The first time Michael called a guy Brother in Law. First time a guy flew to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8584","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sbl5mn-8584","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8584","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8584"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8584\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8584"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8584"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/juliashih.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8584"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}