surprised to be moved to tears. i waited. 2009 i cleared all my shit. i gave myself to the unknown and the deep connections in service of the universe. then in july 2010, i came home. i couldn’t wait. i said i didn’t want anyone else. i waited and i searched. 2010, 2011. up and down the entire left coast. i searched the eyes of everyone. every night, i directly my antennae towards you. 2012 i gave up. i changed from wanting only you, to wanting a man with good timing. and that’s what i got.
and you were right. here. you’d even come to my parents company. twice. you might even have seen pictures of me in the background. just not the time. lifetime after lifetime, until we become cats.
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