we spotted the ocean at the head of the trail
where are we going, so far away
and somebody told me that this is the place
where everything’s better, everything’s safe
walk on the ocean
step on the stones
flesh becomes water
wood becomes bone
half an hour later we packed up our things
we said we’d send letters and all those little things
and they knew we were lying but they smiled just the same
it seemed they’d already forgotten we’d came
now back at the homestead
where the air makes you choke
and people don’t know you
and trust is a joke
we don’t even have pictures
just memories to hold
that grow sweeter each season
as we slowly grow old
It’s like recidivism within child molestors. There’s no cure for violence. If you have it inside you, the best way to cope is to control your environment and triggers.
I like being alone in places where I can’t hurt anyone.
Perception of time is a parabola.
It probably means you weren’t really committed at all.
If you committed to killing yourself and took a bunch of pills, would you be disappointed or relieved if you woke up the next morning?
I came back for an exit strategy. Time to make a choice.
Whenever my mom gets stressed, she tells me to work harder or do more shit. And I get so mad at her because I’m doing so much, and after that subsides, I realize I should and I do more shit.
Basketball tonight. MILF vs Cougars.
Awesome.
I was on the verge of fouling out. We were lined up for a free throw. I yelled to the scorekeeper about the girl next to me, hey we worked it out. She said she forgives me for two of the fouls.
She said…sure. As long a you’re cookin’ me breakfast.
!!!!
Baller.
Don’t stop. Don’t stop. Don’t stop talking to me. Don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t stop giving me things. Don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop laughing about it. Don’t stop don’t stop dont stop dont stop dontstop dontstop DON’T STOP.
quietly subversive spectacle.
maybe it won’t last long.
I have been reckless, risk taking and ferocious. I have been on edge but maintaining. I have been expanding.
My circle of influence has expanded.
This tough little Mexican dude I’d just met 15 minutes earlier and am having a laugh with shares his houseplant policy: If the fucking bitch is being an asshole, throw her out.
Girls are so easy to seduce.
We spend our childhood understanding what we are, our 20’s figuring out who we are, what we like, what we can do. 30’s is about freedom and responsibilities. And for some, power.
For some, the 20’s is realizing you have a super power. 30’s is about using it.
One of my greatest powers I’ve developed. Getting inside people without touching them.
What are you gonna do, when you meet a girl who looks at you like in some secret past, she’s already seen you naked. But you just can’t remember when and how?
You’ll follow her.
You’ll follow her because if she’s seen you, you want to know why you can’t remember seeing her.
Call me when you grow some hair on your chest, your voice deepens and your balls drop. I’m tired of these middle-aged babies.
Do you know what my card in tarot is?
God did not create the devil. Men created the devil. They needed the devil to project their own darkness. What happens when the darkness projects back? What if darkness says, I’m tired of taking your crap?