When I was younger, I was always flattered and embarassed when girls said they wanted to have my baby. Sometimes I wonder if that’s really what I want. I don’t have the patience to have a baby. But I’m good with kids.

That little rat…I still want to eat him. Better not catch me prowling…

It’s important to realize where you come from because you have access to the memories of your roots.

Lunar eclipse on Dec 10th in Gemini. Lay low…

If anyone threatens my mother, they will have to deal with me.

Because when the time comes, my army will rise.

Every time you don’t write your secrets and fears, you’re lying. Every time you let what other people might think influence you, you’re lying.

I don’t know if I’m sitting here crying because I don’t know if these will be enough, or just by the fact I’m sitting here counting these.

Complete and utter disillusionment with life.

we spotted the ocean at the head of the trail
where are we going, so far away
and somebody told me that this is the place
where everything’s better, everything’s safe

walk on the ocean
step on the stones
flesh becomes water
wood becomes bone

half an hour later we packed up our things
we said we’d send letters and all those little things
and they knew we were lying but they smiled just the same
it seemed they’d already forgotten we’d came

now back at the homestead
where the air makes you choke
and people don’t know you
and trust is a joke
we don’t even have pictures
just memories to hold
that grow sweeter each season
as we slowly grow old

It’s like recidivism within child molestors. There’s no cure for violence. If you have it inside you, the best way to cope is to control your environment and triggers.

I like being alone in places where I can’t hurt anyone.

Perception of time is a parabola.

It probably means you weren’t really committed at all.

If you committed to killing yourself and took a bunch of pills, would you be disappointed or relieved if you woke up the next morning?

I came back for an exit strategy. Time to make a choice.

Depressed.

Whenever my mom gets stressed, she tells me to work harder or do more shit. And I get so mad at her because I’m doing so much, and after that subsides, I realize I should and I do more shit.