There’s one side of me that has everything laid out, knows what I want, knows where I’m going, has its eyes on the horizon and sees the big picture. There’s the other side that’s like a lightning rod. It picks up currents and whatever it gets hit with either reinforces what I already know, or challenges me and forces me to reevaluate myself and my path and adjust where necessary. This has been a system that has worked for me, keeping me balanced and able to evaluate things with an almost psychic intuition. But then there are times when just as an electrical storm hits its peak, my lightning rod has suddenly been replaced with a carrot. Nothing makes me feel more vulnerable.

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