Instructions came in loud and clear. There are rules. And in life–every test, every battle, every game, has rules. Sometimes you stop questioning who made the rules, and you say, I trust it. I trust that if I follow the rules, I will get exactly what I want. And so you follow the rules.
In my dream last night, I found a whole city covered by a thunderstorm sky and rainbow. I could walk freely in that city, as myself. The thing that people loved, was that I was their size, a normal girl, but if I reached up my hand, it would grow and touch the sky. Like a giant hand reaching out and touching the surface of water, rippling the sky and rainbow. This world was just a drop of water and we were safe in it. People would cry, hug me, instant family, so grateful, the greatest miracle they’d hoped for, to witness that the sky was not untouchable. It was just illusion. And this was everything I’d ever wanted in life. Just to give those people that.
I don’t know why you would want it this way. But I can understand why you would need it this way.