no fucking way, he scheduled his show on a 9 day. did he do that on purpose? if not, is he aware of that?
my plan was that i’m not going. i can’t. i can’t do that to myself. i hate how he took advantage of me, and how he said he was gonna show up and then he didn’t. and now i’m supposed to show up and support him? again? same old shit. my plan was, rather than jerking him around then not showing up, just tell him up front that i’m not going.
fuck. a 9 day? why on a 9 day? which way am i supposed to go? and why was i so angry about it today?