My jealousy works in funny ways. The moment I feel it, rather than digging in, my response is to let go of the object. Give up. Not want it anymore. I have a low threshhold for emotional competition. I don’t feel healthy if there’s jealousy present. It makes me feel like I would rather give up all those feelings around a person or object, the desire and the feelings of being threatened, because if something was mine, it would be mine regardless. In this case it’s not mine to begin with and a 3rd party is ramping up aggression. And I don’t like what’s happening in my subconscious. I don’t want to care about any of this.

October 7th, 2011 | Comments Off on

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