a gemini self portrait

ask questions twice in quick succession, forwards then backwards. you should get a forwards then backwards answer and these answers should be complementary. if the answers are the same, if you get no answer or feel physiological changes inside the person as they answer, there is a problem. Not necessarily a lie or dishonesty, but the person is on some level aware they are not being completely honest.

the question then, is always why.

i’ve found mountains and anthills, as well as anthills perceived as mountains, mountains perceived as anthills.

(yes, it’s from the play closer. it’s a craving. i can’t watch the movie without it giving me longings of obsessive thought. but it’s definitely one of the best works of modern, urban literature. i say that because so many of the words, their meanings and the way they’re arranged, tickle the hell out of my brain)

Larry (smiles): Don’t get lippy.
I liked your book, by the way.

Dan: Thanks…You Stand Alone.

Larry: With Anna. I’m not sucking your literary cock but I did quite like it–because it was ‘humane’ (surprisingly). You should write another one.

Dan (shrugs): Haven’t got a subject.

Beat

Larry: When I was nine, a policeman touched me up.
He was my uncle. Still is. Uncle Ted.
Nice bloke, married, bit of a demon darts player.

Don’t tell me you haven’t got a subject–every human life is a million stories.

Thank God life ends–we’d never survive it.