throughout this, the thing that’s consistent amongst italian men i’ve met, is that every one of them claims that while other italian men can be dogs, they’re the one honest, faithful, loyal one. every one of them.

2/12/2011

a 9 day made up of three sets of 21 3’s.

in the city of 3.

to celebrate at the triple door.

triple being the perfect 9 made up of infinite prisms of 3.

my favorite place in seattle.

i want to be struck by creative lightning.

i need my own shift in perception. i want to be awed.

who is the blue man with olive skin?

wherever you are, i’m going to be surprised.

i’m going to need you to make a stand. somewhere.

i need proof.

the trick with ryan reynolds is that he would have to recognize me first.

another head aches. another heart breaks. i’m so much older than i can take. and my affections, well it comes and goes i need direction to perfection no no no no help me out, you know you’ve gotta help me out, oh don’t you put me on the backburner, you know you gotta help me out…

maybe i would have fought harder if i hadn’t been feeling may?

maybe it doesn’t matter.

timeline not only preserved but confirmed by silvana today. may. i would ask you to meet me, but since last time, i just try to play it by ear and not get too crazy over things that seem to add up.

Did he really need me to be psychic just so he could pass off the biggest lie of them all?

Would it really come down to that?

God, what a bummer. I know, in the long run, whoever is coming up will be awesome, but I just don’t understand why people do the things they do sometimes.