Gremlin sighting. 4’5 woman’s prison pimp dressed like bobby brown circa 1989.
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I’m watching these girls, and I can totally understand how we get boys in trouble.
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A lot of cats out tonight.
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The pack always sacrifices a pawn. He’s gonna be the short guy or the funny guy or the chubby guy who doesn’t know better, but they send in the ones who have no chance, to see if they can draw her out.
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He said my face was his kryptonite. Hard to read.

I can have sex without feelings. But I don’t want to. I need the intimacy. The connection.

Would you rather let go of your precious autonomy and let Carol into your life, or would you rather teach your cat how to dial 911?
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This is how I know you’ve never had an adult relationship. If I say no, then I will be required to yes to something else in the future, and the stakes in the future might be higher. If I give in, then I’m no longer the alpha in the house. But there is a third option–the Fabian Strategy. The Fabian Strategy derives its name from the Roman general Quintus Fabius Maximus. He ran away and then rather than engage in battle he would retreat and retreat until the enemy grew fatigued and eventually made a mistake Although I abhor it as a military strategy, it is the basis for all of my personal relationships.
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Where is this love? I can’t see it, I can’t touch it. I can’t feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can’t do anything with your easy words.

-Alice, Closer

Some people are so invested in their fear and resentment, that the idea of peace is the thing that threatens them most.
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Dani talks about wanting to have a kid so badly and I think about this universe where two people can fall into such a weird, delicate space.
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I was showing a guy a deck of tarot cards with really cool artwork. We’d split it in half and were looking through them when I asked him for a card he had in his deck. I found a cool one to exchange him. He finds the card I want and says he’ll only trade me if I give him 2. I raise an eyebrow and say, fine. I hand him the first card, then pick out another which he takes without looking. I tell him to look at the cards. The first is The Universe, the second is The Fool. “I tried to give you the Universe, but you got greedy like a Fool.”

He started laughing like I’d pulled some magic trick.

“Someone was WILLING to give you the universe, and you STILL wanted more. What is wrong with you? Your dumb ass just got schooled.”

:)
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When I leave, I take a universe with me.
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My true north is a very powerful but very peaceful Alpha.
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you prefer most to be adored, but when it comes down to it, it’s easier to make people hate you than to find out they don’t love you.

You are done. :)
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no fucking way, he scheduled his show on a 9 day. did he do that on purpose? if not, is he aware of that?

my plan was that i’m not going. i can’t. i can’t do that to myself. i hate how he took advantage of me, and how he said he was gonna show up and then he didn’t. and now i’m supposed to show up and support him? again? same old shit. my plan was, rather than jerking him around then not showing up, just tell him up front that i’m not going.

fuck. a 9 day? why on a 9 day? which way am i supposed to go? and why was i so angry about it today?

http://www.scribd.com/doc/41272898/Seven-steps-to-recruit-proof-your-child-from-homosexual-indocrination.

I’ve decided. If I end up with Ryan Reynolds, somewhere along the way, I probably settled.

julia goes bad when she’s angry at people.

julia tries to still be good when she’s bad.

that’s why she doesn’t understand why she gets angry.

julia will be magnetic tomorrow.

travel by herself. big. big. big. in control. magnetic.

and then find a place of understanding.

you’ll never let anyone catch you.

you’ll only let someone find you.