I’m focused on Tauruses. And I’ve got a bunch of them. Including 3 May 13ths in succession. The 14 watches the 12th and the 13th. One we talk about the depths, yet say nothing. The other, we talk about nothing, yet our words hide the truth within the depths.
Completely opposite. One demands everything. One demands nothing.
They both break my heart.
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Last night’s dream. Some community event. At ucla or something. Brought a box of popcorn and asked Brian to hold it while I did something. Later noticed an Indian woman holding a box of popcorn and convinced she stole it. Looked around for mine and realized Brian didn’t have it. Didn’t confront her in case I was wrong. Later, ran into people I had a gift for, but it was in the car. When I tried to run back with it, my legs were like moving through molasses. I saw basketball hoops because I was near the playground and I tried to tell myself it’s like running towards the basket, but I couldn’t pull myself forward. I think I feel like I’m having things taken from me, people are letting me down, and I’m trying to exert my will but I’m unable to move forward.
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