I stopped caring about everything, and somewhere in that, I got the freedom to care about what I wanted. Do I still have thoughts of suicide? Yes. But it is more than what that implies. I am in a place to face reality. In this manifestation, we all will die. I dedicate much of my focus to how our consciousnesses can maintain continuity beyond the human physical life cycle. Remember my ants/lifetime of travel analogy? I believe we can break it. I believe we will. But if I don’t make it within this conscious manifestation, then I want to prepare myself for reality. I was never a good planner, but I always had vision.
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