I realized today I am mentally tired. I have so much energy dedicated to work right now my focus on the court is terrible. Today I tackled my own teammate fighting for a loose ball. I’d lost awareness, just focused on the task. Where I am these days is different again. I’ve molted again.

Today I showed up to the gym with my ball flat. I was able to squeeze it and other people commented as well. Later, Jerry and I decided to play horse. Part way through the game, I realized it was my ball. I hadn’t realized it because this ball wasn’t flat. I asked Jerry if he’d put air into my ball and he said he hadn’t. I was really puzzled. How did a ball go from flat to unflat?

I can’t seem to keep my skin on.

So many men are open to being seduced, unwilling to accept the consequences.