I told you from the start just how this would end. When I get what I want, then I never want it again,

You initiated. That’s on you.

Guys wanna be me, just to know what it’s like to be inside of me.

You and I. One kiss. One day.

I’m gonna need more than he can give.

I can have it cuz I act like I want it. It’s a matter of pride…

I just don’t trust it.

Calmly between two extremes.

With everything I have a 50/50 chance of making the right decision. Like everything with work. I’m pretty good at feeling out good decisions. But on a personal level I’m terrible. I think I will do anything to protect myself and keep my freedom. And as much as I like people and the idea of being close to people, I’m not willing to take the risks.