last night my fever broke.

for that i am thankful.

i will not deny that i am sad as well, but it’s a sweet sadness, the kind that makes me smile to myself when no one is looking.

i was never good at saying goodbye though it is never in doubt that i always wish people well at the level that matters most.

when we meet again, when all the petty ego conflicts have been forgotten and all that remains is the joy of a reconnection, i hope we each find ourselves in a better place.