oh, i just realized i talked about my shirt but still haven’t put it on yet.

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i am watching some dutch melodrama on nickelodeon . isn’t this a channel for kids?

there’s tuxedoed boy-girl drama and tears and sobbing and best-friend hugs and pep talks and a giant poster of wentworth miller. then they cut to dark alleyways and there are slutty bitch girls and old lady landlords and a stuffed raven for some reason. now there’s screaming and a girl in a porn-cut “businesswoman” suit and i’m terrified it’s going to turn into a european porn. i really wish there were subtitles because this shit is uninterpretable.
oh, now there’s a soliloquy from an old man in a bathrobe sitting in the dark amidst stuffed ravens as dark villain music plays. now it all makes sense.
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i just realized i was sitting here with no shirt on and had to look around the house for it. i found it crumpled on the floor outside of the kitchen.

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i haven’t left random pieces of clothing around the house while writing since that one really creative spurt in 1999. 
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this was how she described herself:

i’m the kind of person who can suddenly turn to a person she’s been with for years and say, i’m sorry, i’m in love with someone else, when inside her head she’s screaming, i’m sorry, you’re WHAT?

so you don’t know who.
i don’t know who.
i laugh. 
amsterdam’s a great place for finding things like that. amsterdam’s a great place to find keys you’ve lost in the ocean.
i have no idea if she understood what i meant. i gave her a free guide and she left.
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promoting was so good today.

finally got to work with zahra. one of the guys had told me the guys don’t like working with her. she talks to you a lot so you can’t hand out guides, but everyone always takes guides from her. 
she’s awesome. the flirtiest 20 year old girl i’ve ever seen. she’s like a beautiful creature. we just kept making each other giggle. i told her i was 30 she said, oh my god, my stepmother is 31! i just laughed and laughed. she couldn’t believe how old i was. 
i saw ken walking up in the crowd. he always wears a cap. when i saw a picture of him on facebook without it, i remember staring in shock because there was a part of me that couldn’t believe he has hair, so the hair in the picture almost looked magical. it made me realize that the thing about having these brief and intense meetings with people out here, is you don’t really know much about each other except the sum of these snapshots you retain after each encounter. and i never know after seeing someone, if this may be the last time i ever see them.
libras are the true lovers of the world. they fall in love with everything. i bet zahra is a gemini.
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