What is he to me then?
A lapse of judgment.
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It’s not that my standards are too high. It’s that you’re not my dude.
My issue is that sometimes my standards are not high enough, so I’ve been working on myself the last few years.
And I’m open to the right person. But I can’t settle. Because nothing good will come out of settling. I’m too smart…I’ll always know. And it will torture me as long as I know.
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Did I hate myself this weekend? Is that why? Sometimes I can’t tell if I’m taking care of myself or punishing myself. Or maybe I punish myself by not taking care of myself.
More than anything, I really, really need a friend right now.
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The one more familiar to me than time came in the form of a beagle this week. I knew him by the way he looks at me. It’s been days since the dream and I still miss him.
I worked hard to get you the best price, but I owe it to my people not to run a sweat shop.
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If I were to sleep with someone, it would be someone who can keep his mouth shut, not some douche who thinks he knows me.
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I get it. When you write the truth in a way that people believe it’s what happened, and in doing so, become the truth that happens, you are ready to write myth.
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Advice:
If it’s hiding in plain sight and they can’t find it, they’re not smart enough.
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I dreamed I was in a house with serial killers. One of them dated my friend, but because I’d watched Scream, I knew they were the killers. So I wasn’t scared, plus…I’d paused the dream for Bohr to show me how to use a gun. And I had this amazing beagle who was loyal but not needy, and just from the way he looked at me, I knew he would fight to the death to protect me.
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