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With me, it’s all about trust.
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Did I hate myself this weekend? Is that why? Sometimes I can’t tell if I’m taking care of myself or punishing myself. Or maybe I punish myself by not taking care of myself.

More than anything, I really, really need a friend right now.
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I feel like I just cheated. On myself.
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