New homeowner today. Picking up the keys tomorrow!
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Don’t you think it’s time to start planning a california appearance?
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I have one day to decide how I will come out. I want it to be a good one.
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I’m in LA now. Was in Seattle yesterday, returning to the bay area just to unpack and repack for my early flight this morning. Tomorrow is the first day of Siggraph, my big coming out. I’m thinking about how beautiful the full moon was last night, waiting for the sun to start setting, and I realize at this time last year, I was on a boat to Alaska. It’s amazing how time, and space, flies…
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Why at 6 years old, Edison looks like Rollin, who at 6 years old, also wanted to marry me.
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I see her as someone whose really trying hard to balance her good and evil side while making the most of it.
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Well see what you wanna see, you should see it all
Well take what you want from me, you deserve it all
Nine times out of ten, our hearts just get dissolved
Well I want a better place or just a better way to fall
But one time out of ten, everything is perfect for us all
Well I want a better place or just a better way to fall
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When we first moved into our house, the area around us was not yet developed so there were a lot of creatures. Lizards were the best. You stay in position long enough, they rustle out of the brush around you. The ones with stumps for tails meant they had done battle with a beast and survived. Sometimes that beast was me. I would catch them hold their tail, which they would leave behind, twitching, as they scurried away. I wondered if it hurt since the tails sometimes bled before lying still in disanimation. But probably the high of surviving makes that price insignificant. Sometimes I feel like I’m detaching my tail when someone grabs me with their world, just a little too tightly, and I slip away under their fingernails, disappearing. The detachment is the loss worth the relief of freedom.
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What’s interesting about sales is when you’re trying to catch up, you can’t even miss one day.
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I found a poem on the ground, between the pool and the clubhouse. I’ve been searching the complex for the owner, talking to more neighbors than my entire year in Seattle.
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Women. What’s up?
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What business model do I bring to the table?

It’s called reprogramming the matrix.

This is my life’s work. This is the first time I’m using it in a test for real world results.

Don’t think it isn’t me behind it, assembling a team. And don’t think I don’t need you. I am just behind it. But I need all of you in connection to carry it out.
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When I was driving from Washington back to California, I passed so many cars towing boats that I thought about how cool it would be to have a boat. But then I thought about how I had no desire or talent to maintain a boat so I thought, I need to have a good friend who owns a boat. A few days later, I was watching tv with my mom and the scene involved a yacht. My mom said, you need to find a good boyfriend who owns a boat. I laughed. Told her I had recently come to the same conclusion.
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Strange how quickly the new becomes familiar. I’m walking the path along the pier I walked my first day exploring my neighborhood after I moved here, everything foreign yet collectively forming a wide open canvas. And now, everything so familiar, but still with its awe-inspiring beauty.
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Two weeks into job, things are going well, displaying higher level of leadership and confidence. As promised, my best skills are communication and interpersonal relationships, and right away, I’m bridging the gap between sales and marketing so that we can start formulating our brand identity for this next step forward. I’m in Seattle now because they’re letting me break my lease early so I have to get all my stuff out this weekend. After 2 weeks of 10 hour days under flourescent lights, I feel out of place here, eating lunch in my favorite waterfall garden while my new responsibilities are out of reach. I’m standing on Pier 66 now, watching the Infinity prepare to set sail. I’m saying goodbye to all of the things I will miss. Seattle was good to me. I grew so much into who I am here.
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i am drowning in this air, but i have never burned brighter.

I don’t want to be in a relationship for a while.

I have to be focused here. I have to dedicate this time to only me and work. Don’t have time for a lot of things anymore. Dropping emotions like fuel.

Many people are going to find me unknowable. Cool. Electric in both good and bad sense. Do not be shocked. Somewhere, I am the same person. But it would be good not to approach me at this time.

Astrology just uses words as symbols and magnets. What you’re really listening for, are the spaces in between a person’s response to their positions.

Had my first meeting today. Could have expanded but didn’t. I am polite. I don’t want to speak out of turn, or find out I’m mistaken. Don’t know if this was the right thing to do or not, so I’m patient.

Also, found out the office has a rat problem. I can never hold my true feelings out about that.

I bought 3 bags of dark cabernet chocolate cherries, threw one of them in a souvenir bag and gave it to him.

“Give these to your wife,” I said. He barely acknowledged, his head was so wrapped up.

These business travelers. They need to always bring something back for the woman.