I don’t want to be in a relationship for a while.
I have to be focused here. I have to dedicate this time to only me and work. Don’t have time for a lot of things anymore. Dropping emotions like fuel.
Many people are going to find me unknowable. Cool. Electric in both good and bad sense. Do not be shocked. Somewhere, I am the same person. But it would be good not to approach me at this time.
Astrology just uses words as symbols and magnets. What you’re really listening for, are the spaces in between a person’s response to their positions.
Had my first meeting today. Could have expanded but didn’t. I am polite. I don’t want to speak out of turn, or find out I’m mistaken. Don’t know if this was the right thing to do or not, so I’m patient.
Also, found out the office has a rat problem. I can never hold my true feelings out about that.
I bought 3 bags of dark cabernet chocolate cherries, threw one of them in a souvenir bag and gave it to him.
“Give these to your wife,” I said. He barely acknowledged, his head was so wrapped up.
These business travelers. They need to always bring something back for the woman.
I don’t like insects. I want to live in a space that’s hermatically sealed to prevent insects. In fact, it must prevent anything that could come in undetectedly and die. I don’t want to kill, accidentally or in defense of my space. And I ask that all living things try to respect boundaries, so it never comes down to having to kill.
One day the little girl drowned an ant just because she was alone and could. It struggled to the edges of the puddle of water, fought until it ran out of strength then died, looking suddenly deflated.
She never did it again, but the memory made her sad.
Every time she jumped into deep water, there was that moment of panic when she would realize she was the ant.
What I learned in my 2 1/2 years of freedom.
In the world where I come from, you can know me for years, but I won’t let you inside of me.
But in the world out here, I’ll instantly build a relationship with you with no roots that runs deep.
No wonder I need water.
I suddenly realized what kind of plant I would be. Described…
They grow out of the muck and towards the sun to produce awe-inspiring blossoms. The seeds from a lotus pod can remain viable for centuries. Even the tuber, when cut open, is the most beautiful shape and is…delicious.
Yeah, you heard it here first.
I was never meant to survive a whole life on dry land.
Water.
What I may or may not mistake for air.