It’s probably good that he gets engaged. It means less distraction and I’ll be able to focus on this 3 year commitment and get myself back to LA. Plus, I always knew this was just a test, since he represents the same old makeup that always catches me but never serves me. It’s about breaking out of type. I get past this, and it’s new level again. Darkest before dawn, and things get easier and easier to let go of.
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