Do you have any weekend plans?
Yes, I’m running a 10 mile race. And I want my fiance to meet my wife.
I’ll never give it all to one person again.
I would say we’re kind of just shellshocked around each other but I do wonder who he is when he’s not around me.
I demand ownership. Mind heart body and soul. I expect nothing. As long as nothing is expected of me.
What are you doing right now?
Drinking whiskey and eating beef jerky.
You live like a man.
I do have the life that every man wants. And the body.
Evidence.
My body transformed itself.
I trained for this. Ballapalooza was the cover and an opening. This is massive.
However it’s handled, it will be transformative. I have no expectation except to make the most of myself and be the biggest I can be.
Watching me, a man has to decide first if he can even catch me, and if he can catch me without getting hurt or hurting me.
Lately, I can jump up and grab the net.
This site is where you can see my true reactions to the world around me.
It’s so obvious to people I live in a different world.
It’s interesting that I keep coming back.
Intraterrestrials. We live in tangible reality. But we go other places as well. And those worlds are just as real.
In NY, that married engineer asked me if I would be able to get $10 million dollars if it meant that’s how much it would cost to do whatever I wanted and explore my full potential.
Why are people always trying to gauge my wealth?
It’s freedom. I’m telling you, it’s the freedom. I’ve accepted myself and life. But in terms of money, depends. On whether $10 million is the magical requirement, or if I could do it for less. I can probably do it for less.
I absorb people’s unconscious. But I can also mirror it back to them. You would be surprised how many people don’t even recognize their own reflection.
So to address the freakout last night.
I think I was scared I was ignoring red flags. I managed to convince myself he had a girlfriend or another woman.
I think the difference has been in the past, I was worried about red flags that the guy was wrong for me. I think in this case, I really like the guy and I’m worried about the red flags that I’m gonna get hurt.
Mercury retrograde starts today until the 26th. It’s terrible we’re having an election on the exact day it starts while Mercury is stationary, when malfunctions are at their worst. I already read about one voting machine that turns Obama votes to Romney, and they don’t know if it’s a malfunction or a hack.
We started our day by having our network go down for more than an hour, because a pipe fell on some wiring.
This retrograde is going to be a bad one. Think Sandy bad.
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experimental stream of consciousness writer who may or may not be a liar. sanest person you've ever met but i'll look you in the eyes like a computer eating magnets. what i don't know about you, i'll make up. and you'll still love me because you don't know where i went that moment you swore i disappeared. my moods chase the seasons and i hear it makes an interesting read. i like smelling good.