some nights, the only way i can fall asleep is to imagine laying my head on your chest, listening to you breathing, letting the rhythm of your heart lull me to sleep. sometimes, you feel so close, so real, that i can almost smell your skin.

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there are some nights the missing and the silence hurt so much it brings my insides to its knees, and it doesn’t make any sense to me. and i can’t tell anyone about it because i know it won’t make sense to them either.

tonight is one of those nights. all i have is music to ease the ache, get me through, hope tomorrow features more forgetting than today.

and then somewhere between the two, a new well of strength emerges out of the crevice.

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Shining like a work of art
Hanging on a wall of stars
Are you what I think you are?

You’re my satellite
You’re riding with me tonight
Passenger side, lighting the sky
Always the first star that I find

You’re my satellite

Elevator to the moon
Whistling our favorite tune
Trying to get a closer view

You’re my satellite
You’re riding with me tonight
Passenger side, lighting the sky
Always the first star that I find
You’re my satellite

Maybe you will always be
Just a little out of reach

-guster

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as soon as i come home i want to leave. this is not my home anymore. but i know i’m almost there.

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