Echo

serious storm tonight. the water is a fog of red.

so ernie was my childhood role model. the quintessential gemini. this explains so much.

This is gold.

“I’m just not emotionally secure enough to do this, Ernie.”

have you noticed the sesame street icons on google? first, big bird, then cookie monster. today’s bert & ernie. (you know bert & ernie taught me to be open-minded about gays?) my parents basically replaced kindergarten with hours in front of sesame street. happy birthday, teach.

this song tonight gave me a tiny orgasm in my head. i laughed and cried. it almost felt like you were next to me.

have you ever noticed how asians don’t really blink? not as much as white people.

careful. don’t fall.

okay, i just got up. i’m staying up almost until sunrise now. my sleep schedule is terribly off and i can’t wait for when i go back to cali for thanksgiving…i can finally rest and catch up on sleep. hopefully get my brain to shut down for a little while.

i had a dream last night where i woke up this morning and was rereading the post about the O.N.E. carton and the line, “SomeO.N.E. will change your life.” i found a comment under the post where someone had written:

Soon.

and it freaked me out because it’s not possible to leave comments on my blog. and also, because i caught a glimpse of something in the lines of the future changing.

So this was what upset me so much when I was three. This explains so much!

I’m watching it for the first time since then. Listen to the lyrics of the song. Just when you’re sure that you’re safe and secure, that’s when it happens to you…

This is a nightmare song!

And then there’s that full moon that’s the only thing that keeps him from being completely alone.

Dude, what if this movie was the earliest and greatest influence on my psyche? What if my whole spiritual journey is just my discovery and recovery from post traumatic stress caused by watching Snoopy Come Home?

Wow. A life haunted by the prophecy of a cartoon. That would be…something.

I’m drinking cashew fruit juice and on the side of the carton it says, “SomeO.N.E. will change your life.”

Thanks, I said, genuinely grateful.

I love O.N.E. coconut water. I tried some when I found it in my parents fridge and have been really into it since. It’s low-calorie and high in potassium. I need the potassium since I workout so much, but it’s hard to get me to eat more than one banana a day, if that. And the taste reminds me of being young in a warm, tropical place.

I should be the spokesathlete for O.N.E.

O.N.E. Coconut Water is the all-natural sports drink of choice for sharpshooting Indy Loop shooting guard, Julia Sh__ of the world-famous Seattle Recreational Women’s Basketball League. When she’s not nailing left-wing 3’s or flirting with the refs, she reaches for O.N.E., the only 100% natural sports drink high in electrolytes with the fresh taste of the tropics. O.N.E–Lets you keep your bounce.

*****
Okay, give me free stuff. This juice ain’t cheap.

Hehe

sometimes you watch how people come into the maze in hopes of seeing how to get out.

yeah, seriously, has anyone asked the sun if he’s lonely? like, what’s he doing out there?

Oh…watch out for panthers…

it’s not survival of the fittest. it’s survival of those who can adapt.

i’m transforming, my friend.

uh oh. she’s playing with craigslist again.

9234…where did those numbers come from?

i was always a good girl. naughty, occasionally diabolical, terribly irresponsible, but overall, very good. that’s why i want a good guy.

i don’t know why, this just tickles me for its randomness.

Goodnight Saigon