Still won’t give out my number or take a number. Needed some positive reinforcement, so texted B to let him know how good I’ve been, but he was too drunk to care.
Just one of those nights.
It’s hard for me to guide you, because I’m the one who wants you. But to honor you I am willing to guide you, but it means I can no longer want you. For better or for worse, I’ll always sacrifice what I want in the service of someone else. In a way, it has become my penitence, my prison. I think I’m just hoping that one day, there will come a time when I won’t have to, and two people can be happy at once. I just really want what’s mine. But I’m depending on what’s mine to be strong enough to convince me of it, because otherwise, how will I know him from the rest?
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experimental stream of consciousness writer who may or may not be a liar. sanest person you've ever met but i'll look you in the eyes like a computer eating magnets. what i don't know about you, i'll make up. and you'll still love me because you don't know where i went that moment you swore i disappeared. my moods chase the seasons and i hear it makes an interesting read. i like smelling good.