My necklace has a strange property. If you put it in your mouth it’s cool, but when you hold it in your hands it’s hot.

April 22nd, 2010 | Comments Off on

Tough week. Tough week. Strong mind, strong body. You can always tell how hard I’m working when my body has that amount of energy to outlet. It was good for discipline. I’m sorry to the people I made sad.

I don’t want to kick puppies. Even if they’re completely obnoxious. I have a change of heart.

Michael and I spent a lot of time sleeping in the same room, sometimes the same bed while growing up. You can say anything to him in the middle of the night, and he’ll respond. So is he really asleep? Or is his body down, but his attention right there? I need 8 1/2 hours. That’s just how long it takes my spirit to commute from where it goes.

If I had a super ability it would be to repair souls with my mind and hands. My technical sub-skill would be teleportation. Alfred, I need that knowledge.

Why only 2 readers? Because Gemini needs two of everything. Except one thing.

I don’t want to live in LA, I just want access to it. I want to be able to go spend time in Venice whenever I need to. Worship at the Hollywood Bowl. See my temple at night.

June 2nd. It’s an 11 Wednesday. Why not? I’ll be in LA.

I was thinking a lot about Hawaii today.

It started pouring as soon as I was inside the airport. You know what I need to do? Be in the bay area without my family knowing and just feel it out the way I would feel out any other city I’m in.

I’m going to be in Taiwan in May and in August. I always think it’s funny how travel is just this thing that happens in my life.

I am even stronger than I want you to know. But my strength requires distance.

What I have never understood is how I in spirit, can be so strong, but everything of this world has the ability to collapse it. Physical injury, emotional pain, the effects of this plane are crippling. We are angels, banished to a world in which we are aware of what we are, but stripped of our ability to protect ourselves.

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One thing people don’t often think about with relationships is how both parties have to have compatible issues.

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To you who believe in me, thank you for your energy this week. It propelled me through.

The point of this trip was to get me to imagine something. Imagine my future where everything could fit. And the only thing I could determine was where I wanted to sleep. I guess that’s just like me though. Home comes first and foremost. And then I can go out and be that tugboat who helps lost ships through fog.

“I have enough resources now to disappear if I wanted to,” I told her.

“Don’t say things like that.”

“It’s true. Most people who meet me in life, who experience a deep connection, never know how to find me. They don’t know how to see me again. But I’m here. Me agreeing to show up consistently and dedicate my energy to you is me meeting you half way. Now you show me, you have your hand on a powerful weapon. What are you going to do with it?”

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